Sometimes... You just have to start
Sometimes... You just have to start
This project is being super special for me. Partly because it is typical of my deepest creative desires, of my inner child having matured her photography, her style, her search and also, because I am trying to live it and communicate it by being as real as possible with myself. Expressing both the joys and the insecurities, the moments where I feel lost, the peaks of motivation, the difficulty of perseverance and staying focused. Analyze in detail, about how complex it can be to develop something not only at a real level, materials, organization, but also at an emotional level. That is why, in an effort not to lose my way, sitting down to write and delving into the torrent of emotions that go through me is therapeutic.
By itself, I am intense, guilty, I admit it. It is a quality that I enjoy very much, living everything with enthusiasm even though sometimes the roller coaster shakes me inside. I prefer like this. Exploit energy than passivity, I prefer always moving. It was also a process to become friends with my own forms and empower myself, from here, I started the project.
I had things very clear in my head. I knew very well what I was looking for, my art director part was working perfectly but only for me, it was very difficult for me to put into words everything I wanted to develop. The conceptualization of the project was something that could be done halfway. Despite this, call one of the characters and we begin!
The day became horrible, hurricane winds suddenly invaded all ideas, the place that I initially visualized became a vortex of 40 km per hour. We look for plan B, suddenly I see it clearly and it can work. The moment I started shooting everything that was in my head materialized. I was able to have clarity in all the concepts I needed, close all the characters I wanted, see the poses, the aesthetics, what I wanted to convey. Against all odds, my brother would literally say, there I was capturing what I knew I wanted, but I didn't even know that it was so clear to me.
From here I stay with the importance of the movement, of starting, of doing it the same with fear, with a high probability of being wrong, with distrust of oneself and others (in this sense, I thank my stellar model who always trusts and is available!). Jump into the pool, try, get rid of the doubt, it is better to be wrong than things remain only in ideas.